Scorched Heart

I plan to break up with him, but with my recent mistakes, I made things a lot worse.  Now, he will never talk to me again, save breaking up. 

All these noise inside my head, a lot of things, what happened between me and him...our fight...arguments... and the need to focus on my new work.  I can't make another mistake.

As to quote my colleague, "Love yourself before you can love others."

I may need to re think my ways and to cool off a lot of steam.  Things will happen soon, and I hope my scorched heart will be able to take what is going to happen.

I am having a fever right now.  I can't stand this noise.