This was the last straw. I didn't expect my parent to be that hostile towards the guy I love.
Everything was just a speculation. I guess, they noticed how I was lovingly staring at him when we're together, how I always stay up late just to be with him (we're just talking by the way), how we joke around punching each other or calling each other names...we we're "something" that was what I thought that they noticed about us.
It is unsettling when there are drug users, thieves and other low life punks lurking around, and these kind of people went unnoticed by the "normal" and "god fearing" individuals. And instead, me and my guy were the subject of talks. I wonder why, they don't see us holding hands, not even a single kiss, then why do they delight in telling these kind of things?
Mom told me this morning that I was really caught in the web of this guy since I disobeyed her three times.
Three times? Oh come on! I asked for her permission and I still broke them? I remember that last night was the one when she told me to do what I wanted if I don't want to listen to her. Sarcastic eh? The second was when I went for a birthday and then she told me things like, thinking of my health and everything...what a lousy liar...the first one was where I remained at home and still she says I disobeyed her.
How did I ever came up with the idea that she was lying about my health? Well, if she was thinking about my health, then how come that the person I love, (she doesn't know about this part yet) my friend-best, was the first thing she used to attack me.
Talk about being unfair. I gave up a potential job. I relationship so I could stay with her (a relationship with my last girlfriend). And now, that I'm finally in love again, she does this...
Wish I could find a better job so I could leave this hell hole.
The man I love, how I wish I could comfort him right now after what he heard about what my parent said.
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