The Seventh Key: Self

I have this urge that makes me want to explain myself whenever I'm stuck to certain situations.  Whenever that time comes, I can't help but pause, or talk non stop while trying to express "my side" to the other party.

For one, no matter how I hate trying to explain, I really can't stop doing it.

Maybe because for the lack of good memories surrounding others, I instinctively defend myself, but later on, I wish I could have stopped myself from doing something that is both time wasting and stupid.